Alone
For a while
Every breath I took,
Every thought I thought
... and every feeling I felt
was of YOU!
Funny...now that you're gone
It makes me feel guilty to
take a breath
(knowing how hard it was for you
to even breathe!)
Funny...now that you're gone,
I still feel you with me.
Nothing's changed, my dearest
love of my life
Except the empty chasm that
separates us (NOW more than countries
~ more than continents).
How easy it would be for me to
"cross over" to be with you
Perhaps I'll be there soon to surprise you!
'Till then, I throw these thoughts on paper
... and fling them into cyberspace
To be read only by those who
need to know how much I love you!
If I weren't sure your spirit...
steady, true and loving
Wasn't "here" to guide me ~
I'd be lost, without a "clue"!
Thank you, my beloved "explorer",
for "staying" with me ~
I'll try to do "my part" in
God's "Holy Plan"
So that I'll get that "free pass"
into Heaven with you!
Perhaps!!! (???) Next LIFETIME!
Hillary
(for Tommy)
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